I saw Transformers 2, and its great! I love the action, the explosions, the robots, the ridiculous plot, everything! It's great!

However, I've decided to join up with the Decepticons. Their aesthetic is super sweet. That and I hear chicks dig the bad guy (even if he has the physique of a greyhound).

RAWR!!

Anywayz, things are looking up. Learning to code in Ruby. This stuff is tough! I don't see how coders get into it so easily... But I'm still figuring out the basics.

I'm trying to improve my artistry, I really am, but my bold and detailed visions are butchered by my poor drawing skills. I had a really awesome idea for a Predator UAV Decepticon...

I'm thinking of picking up the Spore expansion pack. It looks pretty sweet, and I left my last species in that game as omnipotent Xenu-like beings.

i just realized
im still depressed
i cold take the whole bottle of zoloft in one go
but all im doing is clouding my vision
it doesnt matter how much medication i take
my life will still suck

the end

at least the zoloft is working

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Last Friday I was diagnosed with depression.

I have been ordered to take Zoloft (starting tomorrow) and undergo counseling (I don't know when).

It's not the condition, but the medication that scares me.

I really don't know... I just thought it was time to update. I feel depressed again. How surprising.

Things have mended between my friend and that girl. They're on the rise, probly dating soon. I'm glad for that, I guess.

I noticed something today: That girl I like? She was wearing a shirt that said God Geeks across the back... That officially made me give up. Do not misunderstand, I'm all for the second part, but as an atheist of three years, I cannot condone the first.

Surely I must not need to express this irony: The thing I love most torn away by the thing I detest.

Obama won the election, which I predicted weeks ahead. It's good we'll be getting some change, what with our nice blue Congress.

I think I'm failing Algebra. I try my hardest in that class, but it just never meshes. It's funny; I get top marks in most other classes, but consistently come dead last in mathematics.

I find myself able to remember events from first grade, but suddenly forget things taught in that class in a matter of days.

I'm just ready to give up. It seems like everyone around me is getting happier, but things get worse for me.

Amor fati.